Elegantly Depressive

 Elegantly depressive 

Drowning in waves so deep it is sorrowful, 

 Yet of my own murderous creation,  

Fighting to reach the top.  

When put into perspective,  

There is little point in fighting the inevitable.  

Fighting the inevitable will cause more pain, 

 More sorrow 

 The light at the end of this very long tunnel, 

May not be worth the pain endured for years upon years. 

How would we know if we did not try? 

We would not! 

Is the pain worth the risk without the definite of the promised happiness? 

Depression in itself is a deceiver, 

A dangerous deceiver with the elegance of a lord and the rage of a beaten demon. 

An unpaid assassin,  

Created to kill: dreams, hope, happiness and purity. 

The waves are the symptoms of depression. 

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  1. Anonymous11:36 pm, June 11, 2022

    wow I didn't think you was this creative. I believe you in my babygirl love your mama

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